I’m sitting here after a long long day.  The sunset is perfect.  You know when it almost looks like someone painted it? I wish I was a better writer, I would be able to tell you why it almost makes me weep. 

This is our last night in the mansion.  All the furniture is gone, there are no cameras and it's very dark.  It feels so lonely.  Tomorrow I step onto the stage and perform for you all one last time.  I can't begin to tell you how much I love the gentlemen that make up the rock group INXS.  I would do this 100 times over to prove to them that I am worth it.

Remember to always believe in yourself my friends.  If anyone calls you a dreamer remind them that the building they work in came from a dreamer, the car they're driving came from a dreamer.  The computer they love, the cell phone they use, movies and music they escape in - all came from dreamers. 

I believe in you.
Your dreamer  448